YEA~ I'm so glad I attended service today! Weiwei told me that today was O6O7O8! HAHA! Wad a nice day today was~ :)
Rev.Mike Connell was AMAZING and the presence of GOD was so tangible I actually cried.
He was preaching on disappointment which brought me back to the recent incidents and some friendship problems. The reason why our hearts are broken at times is usually due to ppl close to you hurting you in one way or another. And a wall of barrier is form, therefore God is here to heal us of our brokeness and disappointment. He is here to set us free from things which can hold us down so that we can connect with him once again.
I liked the way he used the word 忍 to say how ppl use a knife, stab their heart and grit their way in the midst of all problems. I supposed all of us like to "ENDURE" problems which we might face alone. Sometime we may succeed in doing so, but there will always be this inner grieve, anger, bitterness and resentment living in us and does not want to go away! Therefore, Jesus is here to unlock them so that we will be able to grow through them.
He said sometime which caused me a great impact and to reflect on the recent incident was that ppl usually talk to the wrong ppl when we feel disappointed. When we feel disappointed, do we always call someone who is also feeling low? and starts to curse everything and say how life is unfair to us? I know I do and we always try to reason things out! and usually when ppl are offended, they tend to withdraw, forming a wall of barrier around them and hence affecting their daily life, examples, studies and relationships.
AND THATS WHAT I'M EXPERIENCING THESE FEW DAYS, I'VE BEEN COMPLAINING HOW LIFES UNFAIR AND SUCH. And when we are in troubles, Jesus does not forsaken us, cos he will ask us to open our life for him and express all our thoughts and emotions! and through this, we recieve revelation.
Disappointment = Stepping Stone In Your LifeWe come to the presense of God, honestly face with the disappointment, talk to the Lord about whay you think & let your emotions flow to him, ask God to speak to you so that you will know what to do.
And so I did, I closed my eyes and prayed in tongues. My mind was filled with the incident, I told him what happened and how I feel towards it and tears just flow down my cheeks uncontrollably. I cried and cried, I called out for him to help me and den I could feel a release on the inside. I cried but I felt happy, I felt happy to cry! XD *siao le*
So now, I felt released from the situation and I'm very relieved.
I also wan to CONGRATZ ZhiCong for being saved!! HURRAY!!! ^^
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I am someone whom you don't know. A stranger. Do you think you know me? Actually, you don't. There are many sides to a person. A person like me. But that's for you to find out! (: