HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
ANG BAOs! ANG BAOs! and MORE ANG BAOs! (:
Basically, its the same old routine each year. Visit the few familiar households, eat some tibits, chit-chat.
However, I felt that this CNY for me wasn't as much highly anticipated as compared to the other years. ):
Maybe its because I'm not studying in school yet, therefore the yearning for a long holiday isn't there. (:
Got a super big ANG BAO from my dad this year, BIG AS IN SUPER BIG! :D
1K note... XD
And I've also found my lucky 2 dollar note! Got me past 17 games and won me 34 dollars! (:
I've noticed my views and perceptions towards things are maturing this year. I start to think ALOT!
Perhaps because of some matters which makes me look at people in a different angle.
I supposed this maturity is a good thing(?) (:
2OO9 was more reflections for me.
The end of secondary school life, the start of JC life.
The life stage of moving from a kid to teenager.
Friends was perhaps the most frequent thing which 'pops' up in my mind now and then.
Maybe because of my excessive out-going attitude which makes people treat me as a good pal to have fun with and not a 'Best Friend' material type of person.
I tend to joke alot, speak alot, crap alot. I supposed I've met my aim of being a out-going person which I've set before stepping into CCHMS. (:
But, the search for true friends was much of a failure. ):
I agree I've friends, good friends infact.
However, I know deep inside there is no one who treats me seriously. I've never shown my mature side infront of these friends I guessed. Maybe because of my immaturity during sec 1 to 3 which makes people deemed me as a person who jokes alot and takes nothing seriously.
I've "TRIED" to become a much serious person, but I guessed, no one have taken noticed of it...
I just pray I would really find "TRUE FRIENDS" in my new JC. (:
cos I dun wanna be the last one always to be informed of an activity, I dun wanna be the one who gets left out during gathering, I dun wanna be the one who stays at home while the rest are having fun outside.
Can't wait for Friday! (:
I am someone whom you don't know. A stranger. Do you think you know me? Actually, you don't. There are many sides to a person. A person like me. But that's for you to find out! (: