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A little splotch in the universe.
I am someone whom you don't know. A stranger. Do you think you know me? Actually, you don't. There are many sides to a person. A person like me. But that's for you to find out! (:
A simple guy with a current age 16 going on 17 and has his lovely birthday fall on the day of 10th June. Was born with a flair for art and adores doing sports. Studied in TVPS, CCHMS and now residing at NYJC. Was thrown into 0906 and gotten a chance to make interesting friends.
One of my favourite BoA's Duet Song~ the LOVE BUG - m-flo feat. BoA
The Love Bug
That's the way it's gotta be... Oh! She got, she got kokoro no katachi... La la la love bug kawaranai... So what, what you sayin' love? No matter how things may be kono mama fall... OK, OK, what more can I say? Fall shitemo ii... Ooh wee! nani mo... Saturday iranai... saranghae Just tell me that you want me... Come on! That's the way it's gotta be... Oh! She got, she got The shape of the heart... La la la love bug won't change... So what, what you sayin' love? No matter how things may be I'll fall like this... OK, OK, what more can I say? Even if I fall, that's ok... Ooh wee! I don't need... Saturday anything... I love you Just tell me that you want me... Come on!
ashita ni nattara wasureru yo, toka itta noni hikizuru kimochi for you, nazeka tomaranai Kinda like an apple pie, soto wa DORAI dakedo nakami Soft & sweet... doko kara start shiyou? "When tomorrow comes, I'll forget you." Even though I say things like that, For some reason, my seductive feelings for you doesn't stop Kinda like an apple pie; outside is dry, but on the inside Soft & sweet... where shall we start from?
Once again it's the cosmic ARAMO-DO oishii from head to toe, MAJI good to go... UH UH! All-out-all-day-all-night Please believe it! yeah yeah uso ja nai 800 call Rockwell, you a fly bijin! you wanna ride with me? Drop-top no 9(kyu)banme no kumo ni notte Take me there Once again it's the cosmic ala mode delicious from head to toe, seriously good to go... UH UH! All-out-all-day-all-night Please believe it! yeah yeah It's not a lie, 800 call Rockwell, you a fly beauty! you wanna ride with me? Ride on a Drop-top Cloud 9 Take me there
** Tell me what you think of me... Oh! She got, she got oshiete hoshii... La la la love bug donna fashion? ...So, what, what you sayin' love? donna MEIKU ga ii? Wanna be your girl... OK, OK, whata more can I say? Wanna be your one & only... Ooh wee! nani mo... Saturday, iranai... Just tell me that you want me... Come on! Tell me what you think of me... Oh! She got, she got tell me... La la la love bug what kind of fashion? ...So, what, what you sayin' love? What kind of brand [of clothes] do you like? Wanna be your girl... OK, OK, whata more can I say? Wanna be your one & only... Ooh wee! I don't need... Saturday, anything... Just tell me that you want me... Come on!
Baby shake it like a BA-TEN, no taboo BABU- amaeru specimen hashitte escape shiyou Just the TWO futari de of us... got the KAGI hiraku Basement 30(sanjuu) Relaxation shimasu International jimaku-tsuki Sharp like a hamono vamonos boogie Horoscope iranee koko iriguchi for you & I sore ga manifesto... Let's go! keshou tears de ochiru hodo kandou la vie musou suru kimi sukoshi ijou yozora ni mau dress silk chiffon SANTORA-tsuki no LOVE STORY stars for sure! Baby shake it like a bartender, no taboo Baboo sweet specimen Let's run & escape Just the TWO two of us... got the key [so] open the Basement 30 we'll go relax International with subtitles Sharp like a knife let's go boogie I don't need a Horoscope the entrance is here for you & I; it's the manifesto... Let's go! It's so emotional that your make-up comes off because of your tears You dream of life a little too much A silk chiffon dress dancing in the night sky A soundtrack with the LOVE STORY stars for sure!
For sure! gin no helmet baby kabutte seatbelt shite say it Cuz some day, one day, you'll be mine... And make love for the very first Time tonight... dare mo... kidzukanai... soshite Live the life... honto... yabakunai? Under the spell... for real... ichido talk shite Make you mine! For sure! silver no helmet baby fasten your seatbelt say it Cuz some day, one day, you'll be mine... And make love for the very first Time tonight... no one... realizes it... and then Live the life... Are you really... not dangerous? Under the spell... for real... talk once again Make you mine!
* repeat
doko sagashitemo no where to be found I'm alone, do you know hitori no toki no feeling I got the bad case of interplanetary love jones! Oh no doushite konna ni tsurai no baby? No matter where I search, you're no where to be found I'm alone, do you know the feeling of being alone I got the bad case of interplanetary love jones! Oh no why is it so painful, baby?
She loves me... He loves me not... OH! He loves me... She loves me not... OH! She loves me... He loves me not... OH! He loves me... She loves me not... Oh, He loves me... loves me... loves me not Oh, She loves me... loves me... loves me not (yeah) M-F-L-O... needs LOVE!
** repeat * repeat
How I wish I'm able to attend one of her concert~ She is SUPERBLY AMAZING @LiveConcert! (:
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
[MAKING OF] Sparkling~
7:49 PM
AWWWWW~ BoA's SOOOOooOOooooooOOoo ADORABLE!
I'm gonna learn how to read and speak JAP after Olvl for BoA~
I LOVE BOA!
Monday, July 28, 2008
I <3 BoA
9:24 PM
Basically, I wanna dedicate this post to BOA!
I started listening to her music when I was in Secondary 1 when Sheena brought her album "Best of Soul" to class and started to pass around. And somehow, it landed onto my hands and I listened. I started to like J-Pop music when I was in Primary 6 when my cousin introduced me to W-inds so listening to J-Pop songs isn't something new le.
Plus BoA's is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZINGLY PRETTY! "Best of Soul" is the compilation of her BEST SONGS and I immediately fell in LOVE with her. I listened to her songs ALMOST ALL THE TIME~ I still remembered my Mp3 was only 256MB, so my Mp3 was pratically filled with her songs only. LOLS
Den there was "OUTGROW", which made me fell deeper in love with her! (:
Den eventually this craze over BoA died down and only Reuben. Sheena and I were fans of BoA.
The songs also got a bit bored and I went to listen chinese songs instead. "Girls On Top" were on sale and I didn't even know... cos its a Korean Album.
Den chinese songs got VERY bored, so I tried to find songs to listen in my music folder... and den, there is the chunk of "Best of Soul" songs in the folder and I opened them to listen. And I fell in love with them over again. :)
So I went to ask Sheena whether she got anymore albums after "Best of Soul" and she passed me "Girls on Top". I didn't really like it at first cos its in Korean but after listening to it for quite sometime, I LOVE IT! lols XD
BOA CAN SPEAK ENGLISH AND CHINESE TOO! And f.y.i she sang "Girls on Top" in CHINESE! WOW~ (:
Den "Made in Twenty (2O)" album were on sale and I fell in LOVE with "七色の明日 ~brand new beat~", cos MTV was playing it ALMOST EVERY HOUR! SHE LOOK SO PRETTY IN THE MV!!!
Den I grew VERY FOND of her and became rather crazy over her. And and and, I KNOW HOW TO SING ALMOST ALL HER SONGS even though I dunno what it means. =x
And den there was "THE FACE" which was on sale early this year! And I LOVE THAT ALBUM THE MOST! So many NICE SONGS LOR! and she turning more and more beautiful and gorgeous every year! But I have to admit, she look rather auntie in some MVs... =x But she is still AMAZING!
And den I found another J-Pop fan also, Filbert! He love Ayumi more. But still, he likes BoA! Den he will keep me updated with BoA's new singles every now and den! (:
Den... near March, I got alittle bored. ): so I went to listen to English songs instead and Christians songs Beckie sent to me. And I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN BoA! T.T
Den just a few days back, I played all the songs in my Ipod and shuffled them... and the first song was BoA's コノヨノシルシ and I actually lipsync the lyrics subconciously! And I knew what I was missing all this while... BOA! lols =x
So i went back home and ask for her new singles from Filbert~ and ViViD was her new single. THE SONGS WERE WOW~~~~~~~~ (:
And now, I'm falling back in LOVE with BoA again. (:
I wanna share my All TIME FAVOURITES, and MY MOST-LIKED MVs~ Hope you will like them too! (:
All Time Favourites
1.ID; Peace B 2.happiness 3.奇蹟 4.JEWEL SONG 5.Shine We Are! 6.QUINCY 7.コノヨノシルシ 8.LA・LA・LA LOVE SONG 9.LONG TIME NO SEE 1O.Cosmic Eyes 11.抱きしめる 12.Love is just what you can't see 13.soundscape 14.Girls On Top 15.Garden In The Air 16.七色の明日 ~brand new beat~ 17.KEY OF HEART 18.AGGRESSIVE 19.Sweet Impact 2O.be with you. 21.Happy Birthday 22.Diamond Heart 23.ギャップにやられた! 24.Beautiful Flowers 25.Best Friend 26.My Way, Your Way 27.Hey Boy, Hey Girl 28.Kissing You 29.Sparkling 3O.Joyful Smile 31.LOSE YOUR MIND
Top 1O Songs(Currently)
1.七色の明日 ~brand new beat~ 2.Diamond Heart 3.Hey Boy, Hey Girl 4.My Way, Your Way 5.Sparkling 6.Happy Birthday 7.コノヨノシルシ 8.Girls On Top 9.soundscape 1O.LOSE YOUR MIND
My Favourite MVs
Sunday, July 27, 2008
My Focus: GOD
10:20 PM
Today's an AMAZING DAY!
I felt I needed to do more for God yesterday night... so I requested to went early to Expo to queue up. Woke up at 6.3Oam and reached there at 8.OOam~ (:
I'm ON FIRE for GOD! cos my purpose for going to church is FOR GOD, not FOR PEOPLE!!! and I wanna emphasise on this~ MY FOCUS IS ON GOD, NOT ON THE PEOPLE AROUND ME
I've completed Church Introductory Class (CIC) and I have this unquenchable thirst to start on my Getting Started!
I wanna SHINE FOR GOD! I wanna SERVE IN A MINISTRY! I wanna be COMMITTED TO GOD! cos I KNOW ALL THINGS ARE POSSBILE WITH YOU LORD~
It felt so REFRESHING to wake up early in the morning as I made my way to EXPO. And I'm gonna sacrifice my sleep TO EXPERIENCE THIS AMAZING FEELING AGAIN AND FOR YOU OH LORD~
I missed Prayer Meeting... ): Never mind~ I shall AVAIL myself next time for the upcoming Prayer Meeting! (:
I can't wait for THE FESTIVAL OF PRAISE! OMGOMGOMG~ 6 MORE DAYS! (:
I'M GONNA COMPLETE MY BIOLOGY REVISION BY THE END OF THIS WEEK~ so I pray hard that I'll be motivated to study, cos I wanna be the head and not the tail, above and not below. (:
I also pray that I'll be able to pray! lols =x
Saturday, July 26, 2008
BOA~
9:26 PM
Falling back in LOVE with BOA~
Its amazing how I can still sing to her songs after not listening to her for such a loooooooongggggg time. :)
I LOVE BOA! <3
Thanks Fil for sending the new singles (: THANKS THANKS! (:
I'm praying hard~
5:13 PM
Romans 8:28
All things work together for GOOD to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. So, Wilmer, believe that as you keep on loving God. He will turn situation around for you. :)
Thanks Chui :)
The Molecule Theory
1:00 PM
I supposed everyone knows how particles are arranged in matters.
SOLID ---> In solid, particles are close together in an orderly arrangment ---> The force between the particles are strong ---> Vibrates only about fixed positions ---> High density becos particles are close together
Liquid ---> In liquid, particles are close together in a disorderly arrangement ---> The force between the particles are strong ---> Vibrations and movemnt throughout the liquid ---> High density becos particles are close together
Gas ---> In gas, particles are far apart in a random arrangement ---> The force between the particles are neglible to the extent of NO FORCE ---> Vibrations and movement ANYWHERE ---> Low density becos particles are far apart
So when one particle vibrate in its fixed position in solid, the vibration would pass on to its neighbouring particles and so on.
So why am I saying this? Have you notice this "Molecule Theory" can be implied into our life?
I've done a simple picture using PAINT to illustrate what I meant :)
KEY
The RED particle = YOU The ORANGE particles = SPECIAL FRIENDS The YELLOW particles = CLOSE FRIENDS The GREEN particles = FRIENDS The BLUE particles = Acquaintance
With the above Illustration and Key, I shall explain MY MOLECULE THEORY.
Have you ever wondered why when a specific person feels EMO, you get affected and also feel rather down too? Have you ever wondered why when that person feel's extremely HAPPY, you tend to be HAPPY too?
Using the Molecule Theory, I can explain that.
That Specific Person = Someone special to you... therefore, in the molecule theory, u (Red particle) are situated beside him/her (Orange particle). When he/she feels happy/sad/emo/listless (Vibrate), being next to him/her, you'll be the first to feel the same way (vibrate passes on).
You know you are a close friend to someone when that person feels happy/sad/emo/listless for a few days and den you realised it.
You know you are a friend to someone when that person already got over his/her emotions and den you realised what happened.
You know you are an acquaintance to someone when you dun even care how the person feels.
So stop and take a look, what kind of friend are you to a person? Does him/her feels exactly the same and relates how you feel when you feel sad? If he/she does, cherish him/her. :)
Dun let SIGNIFICANT EVENT (HEAT SUPPLIED) changed your state of matter to liquid where the particles move about and changed its position, so close friends of yours may move away, and becomes only a friend of yours. And when that event's (examples, fight, arguements) over, and all the particles settled into their new position, only den did you noticed that a close friend of yours is only a friend now... and den you start to regret... but its too late, cos there is nothing you can do about it.
CHERISH YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS NOW~ :)
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Liars~
5:37 PM
Wad are promises?
1. A declaration assuring that one will or will not do something; a vow. ---> as refered from www.dictionary.com
Very often we make promises in our lives. Very often we make promises in order to become a better person, example, "I'm not going to get into a relationship cos I wanna do well in my studies."
There are also other common promises such as "Tell me leh, I promise I will not tell other ppl who you like."
There are also promises you made which are what we call inner vows. These promises negatively affect our lives.
So why do promises exist? I've been asking that question myself many times these few days. And I knew why... I finally agree wad ppl say: "Promises are meant to be broken."
I never like that saying, but I can't deny the fact about it... People make promises to gain trust from somebody and when they get what they desire, they totally forget about the promises they once made. And there are more EVIL people who use PROMISES as an EXCUSE. Dun get what I wanna get across? I shall weave a short story to narrate what I meant.
THE GIRL AND HER LOLLIPOPS
Once upon another time, there lived a pretty little girl. She LOVE to eat sweets and can't live without them... and her favourite type of sweets are LOLLIPOPS!
In this world she lived in, lollipops have human feelings too. They LOVE it when people suck them and sad when people just leave them alone. And magically, you can never suck finish one lollipop in this world.
The little girl loves to suck on different flavours of lollipops. You can see her sucking a orange flavoured lollipop one moment and another moment, sucking on a lemon flavoured lollipop. Den one day, her mum "discovered" her liking for sweet things and told her to stop eating lollipops cos it will cause her to have diabetics. And this little girl feeling sad, PROMISED her mum that she will quit eating lollipops.
Den a few days later, she found a cola flavoured lollipop lying on her school desk. She could see tears in the lollipop eyes cos no one cared to looked at it, so she took off the sweet wrapper and place it in her mouth. She grew fond of it and told the lollipop that she will only eat cola flavoured lollipop for the rest of her life and no other flavours. The cola flavoured lollipop felt very happy that someone liked the way it taste.
For 1 week, the girl only licked and sucked on this cola flavoured lollipop. Every hours, every minutes and every seconds, the lollipop remained in her mouth.
Untill one day, her best friend approached her and ask her: "I thought u PROMISED your mum that you will quit eating lollipop?" and den... this little girl took out the cola flavoured lollipop said to it: "I'm sorry. But I can't spend time with you anymore le," and she placed the lollipop on her table, "but I'll try to have a taste of you now and den."
The lollipop grew sad but it knew that the little girl had no choice. Therefore, the lollipop hardly see the little girl anymore. And occasionally, the little girl would look for this cola lollipop and taste it. But the lollipop hate it and tried to roll off the table. The little girl grew angry and asked the lollipop, "Y when I tried to taste you, you would run away?"
The lollipop told her: "You PROMISED not to eat lollipops rite?" the lollipop felt terribly sad after saying that but it knew that it had no choice.
Weeks passed, and one day... a lime flavoured lollipop came to the cola flavoured lollipop and told it, "the little girl's been attracted to a new flavour lollipop, so sad of you..."
And true enough, the cola flavoured lollipop could see the little girl sucking the new lollipop in her mouth and when she reached home, she would hid it in her pocket.
Deep inside, the cola flavoured lollipop knew she got bored of it a long time ago and used the PROMISE as an EXCUSE...
See how the little girl in this story used her promise as an excuse~
Aiya... so basically I wanna tell those who managed to stay awake after reading the story that ,
DUN BE A LIAR!! COS YOU WILL HURT SOMEONE UNINTENTIONALLY!
Thursday, July 17, 2008
CHEMISTRY~
6:20 PM
Today's Chemistry SPA was the BEST I've ever attended!!
Electrolysis's SOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING!
I love the swirls of colours diffusing here and there~ Wow...
I also did a sketch of my UNIQUE NAME: WILMER :) during lesson... I was bored? heehee~ NICE RITE?! =x
Wilmer can't wait for P.O.P Camp tomorrow! <3 NCC
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
16O7O8
5:51 PM
Let me see... Nothing interesting today. Perhaps just some clearing of my mind early in the morning... Yes, I'm gonna re-direct my attention to study since I've given no alternate choices.
And yes! I've done a Mini-Motivation Posters yesterday nite~ but isn't really that nice given the artistic talent of mine. I'll produce a MUCH BETTER one when I have the time this coming few days
So basically, yesterday nite was an emotional ride for me... wasn't that fun riding it.
OH YA! I've finally gotten MY FG CLASS-TEE!! WOOTS! 3 CHEERS FOR FG!!! Its extremely nice lah~ Wanna Thank Camy for all the hardwork! :) F.U.C.K = Friends You Can Keep~ =x
2 SPA down, 1 more to go~ Jiayou to Wilmer! But... Physic's SPA seems hard... Electricity & Magnetism.
I've got 1 thing to share with everyone today:
We were supposed to read the 联合早报 for Chinese lesson den I came across this interesting article in 爆米花~ its in chinese but I'll translate it in my own words.
Basically, the article revolves using "GOOD FRIEND/PERSON" as an excuse to reject someone when he/she confesses his/her LOVE. So, the writer refer this excuse as a "GOOD FRIEND/PERSON CARD".
SCENERIO 1
Guy A: Can I.... Can I.... be a friend of urs?
Lady B: Alrite, but aren't we friends already?
Guy A: No No No~ Wad I meant was..... A special kind of friend lah.
Lady B: Friends = Friends, where got different type de? *acting dumb*
Guy A: *worried* I mean... a friend whom can is willing to DO ALL KINDS OF THINGS for you.
Lady B: Have wad... U helped me when I moved house didn't you? Therefore, you're my GREATEST HELPER! Okay... If there is nothing else, I gtg le, BUAI~ *smile*
Guy A: WAIT!!!! Wad I wanted to say was.... CAN YOU PLEASE BE MY GIRLFRIEND???
Lady B: .......... *a flock of crows flew by* AhHock arh, you know we are "GOOD FRIENDS" wad, and I really hope you will always remain as my "GOOD FRIEND".
Guy A: But.... But.... *weeping*
Lady B: *grabbing this chance* You're one "hard-to-come-by" guy~ AhHock.
-END-
Althought the above scenerio seems abit too Channel 8... but I supposed there are many similar experiences. When someone confesses, the opposite often used "You are "GOOD PERSON", but we cannot be together." and from then on, "GOOD FRIEND/PERSON" had became the "TITLE" of someone being rejected. And "GOOD FRIEND/PERSON CARD" had became the meaning of rejected by "UR CRUSH".
There are many ways how someone reject his/her admirer but ALMOST EVERYONE agree on the "You're actually a very 'GOOD PERSON'" way.
The "GOOD FRIEND/PERSON" often refers to someone who gave in alot for his/her crush but eventually got rejected.
There is also another commonly used method in the U.S. "It's not you, it's me" method. When one relationship enters the "breaking-up" stage, very often, this is wad will happen:
Lady A: Hey... You're a very "GOOD PERSON" but I dun think we can carry on like this. I'm not blaming you, in fact you're a "EXTREMELY GOOD PERSON"... but there's a problem...
Guy B: Wads the problem?
Lady A: Its not your problem, the problem lies in me... blah blah blah~
Therefore, if you've been issued the "GOOD FRIEND/PERSON CARD", you're disqualified~ dun carry on pestering the opposite, cos it will only annoy him or her.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Hoping time will pass in a blink of an eye~
9:49 PM
I wanna leave CCHMS~ So many bad memories here... I know I didn't enjoy my time here.
Things didn't go well as planned... especially my Sec 4 yr~
Bring me to my JC LIFE~ I wanna start afresh, cos I know wad I wan & wad I need this time round.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
You'll Always Be Mine
10:13 PM
I really don’t know what to do (what to do) I really don’t know how to say (how to say) How much I really love you now (love you now) I think about it every day (every day) I still can’t wait to hold you, girl And I still want you here in my world Cuz I know that we are meant to be forever (forever) You know I’ll always be there for you
[chorus] I like waking up in the morning, babe Looking at your pretty face Knowing that you’ll always be mine And I like holding you in my arms at night Underneath the moonlight Knowing that you’ll always be mine I like kissing you while you’re sleeping, babe Whispering ‘I love you’, girl Knowing that you’ll always be mine And I like waking up to your pretty smile Touching your soft skin Knowing that you’ll always be mine
Be mine, be mine Be mine, be mine Be mine, be mine
I love the smell of your perfume (your perfume) I love those sexy clothes you wear (clothes you wear) And every little things you do (things you do) Just make me want to be with you (be with you) I still can’t wait to hold you, girl And I still want you here in my world Cuz I know that we are meant to be forever (forever) You know I’ll always be there for you
[chorus]
Don’t have to worry ‘bout those tears falling down from your eyes Don’t have to worry ‘bout no secrets, I won’t tell you lies Don’t have to be ashamed, just tell me girl, what’s deep inside No, I won’t ever let it go, I’ll make it alright
I still can’t wait to hold you, girl And I still want you here in my world Cuz I know that we are meant to be forever (forever) You know I’ll always be there for you
[chorus]
Be mine, be mine Be mine, be mine Be mine Knowing that you’ll always be mine Be mine, be mine Be mine, be mine Be mine Knowing that you’ll always be mine
Was walking to Expo Mrt today after the service... It felt so different. 3 weeks ago... and den now... its just so different...
I'm still praying and waiting...
Exciting Weekend~ :)
4:10 PM
WE WON!
Went to Cresent Girls School yesterday for the National Schools Literature Festival 2OO8!
I didn't want to participate in this festival de, but dunno who went to sign me up for the Set Text Debate... so bo bian have to go. XD
My team consisted of Ernest, Brandon and Sze Zhin (Smart Asses) =x
Bedok View Sec was the proposition while our school was the opposition, but we had the upperhand being the opposition. Basically, we were already expecting the proposition to name some points and how are we going to rebut them. So, they happened to have the same points we thought they would have, and i was *LOLS* when the first speaker was stating their points. XD
Brandon's allergy of the watermelons were AMAZING!
2 watermelons looking the same on the surface, but how would u know which one has yellow or red flesh?
So... The judges was AMAZED by our performance! And den VICTORY is ours! :)
As for today....
PASTOR KONG's BACK! And he was so HILARIOUS! XD
We learnt the 4 areas which we must be secure in which is:
1) Self Image: How we SEE ourselves 2) Self Worth: How we VALUE ourselves
3) Self Esteem: How do we FEEL about ourselves
4) Self Respect: How I HONOR my DIGNITY
I CAN BE CLASSY! :)
So, after the service, Beckie, Xueli and I went for CIC lesson. LOLS! SO MANY PPL LAH! XD
Beckie was so bored to the extent of drawing on her hands. lols!
Wanted to Airport to have lunch with my CG but too late le... so had Mee Siam with Beckie~ LOLS! XD
Monday, July 7, 2008
HAPPY YOUTH DAY!
9:46 PM
WHEE! Happy Youth Day to all the YOUTHs all there!
Had a great time today basically~ Went to Edward's house in the morning for a top secret mission... heehee
Den went to met up with my dearest mei, Beckie at Somerset! And I happened to 'bump' into Yunting... lols!
So we went to Orchard Cineleisure to buy the tickets, meet up with Bryan and Ana and to our dismay... we got the front row seats and the seats were seperated. So Beckie sat with me and Bryan sat with Ana.
We *SMUGGLED* SUBWAY into the cinema! Shhh~~~~ ^^
Even though we were sitting at the front row, the movie experience wasn't that bad. It was just FREAKING COLD inside... The movie's so hilarious, Beckie and I was laughing the crap out of us. Lols!
I thought I had tuition but when I got back... it was cancelled. -.-
I hope to watch movie with you guys again! But this time, lets book the tickets much earlier... ^^
Y is that feeling coming back?
Sunday, July 6, 2008
O6O7O8
3:28 PM
YEA~ I'm so glad I attended service today! Weiwei told me that today was O6O7O8! HAHA! Wad a nice day today was~ :)
Rev.Mike Connell was AMAZING and the presence of GOD was so tangible I actually cried.
He was preaching on disappointment which brought me back to the recent incidents and some friendship problems. The reason why our hearts are broken at times is usually due to ppl close to you hurting you in one way or another. And a wall of barrier is form, therefore God is here to heal us of our brokeness and disappointment. He is here to set us free from things which can hold us down so that we can connect with him once again.
I liked the way he used the word 忍 to say how ppl use a knife, stab their heart and grit their way in the midst of all problems. I supposed all of us like to "ENDURE" problems which we might face alone. Sometime we may succeed in doing so, but there will always be this inner grieve, anger, bitterness and resentment living in us and does not want to go away! Therefore, Jesus is here to unlock them so that we will be able to grow through them.
He said sometime which caused me a great impact and to reflect on the recent incident was that ppl usually talk to the wrong ppl when we feel disappointed. When we feel disappointed, do we always call someone who is also feeling low? and starts to curse everything and say how life is unfair to us? I know I do and we always try to reason things out! and usually when ppl are offended, they tend to withdraw, forming a wall of barrier around them and hence affecting their daily life, examples, studies and relationships.
AND THATS WHAT I'M EXPERIENCING THESE FEW DAYS, I'VE BEEN COMPLAINING HOW LIFES UNFAIR AND SUCH.
And when we are in troubles, Jesus does not forsaken us, cos he will ask us to open our life for him and express all our thoughts and emotions! and through this, we recieve revelation.
Disappointment = Stepping Stone In Your Life
We come to the presense of God, honestly face with the disappointment, talk to the Lord about whay you think & let your emotions flow to him, ask God to speak to you so that you will know what to do.
And so I did, I closed my eyes and prayed in tongues. My mind was filled with the incident, I told him what happened and how I feel towards it and tears just flow down my cheeks uncontrollably. I cried and cried, I called out for him to help me and den I could feel a release on the inside. I cried but I felt happy, I felt happy to cry! XD *siao le*
So now, I felt released from the situation and I'm very relieved.
I also wan to CONGRATZ ZhiCong for being saved!! HURRAY!!! ^^
-------> RAMBO ROCKS! (inside joke) HAHAHAHA! XD
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Guard of Honor --------> [ SPEECH DAY ]
8:31 PM
Okay, I'm re-creating a blog le! So remember to support me hor~ ^^
Basically, my life's screwed for the past 1 week... but I shan't rant about it here cos today and yesterday was A MEANINGFUL DAY!! XD
We had PHOTOTAKING yesterday! XI GUA TIAN BU TIAN? TIAN! XD Cell Group Meeting was AMAZING too! I cried under the presence of God and I learnt alot yesterday, Thanks, Gerry! (:
As for today, I polished my pairs of boots early this morning cos we have to look smart as the Guards Of Honor. I took a rather long time with one of my boots to make it shines, so my dad helped out with another one cos he said he got a better method... but mine's shinier in the end. Therefore, my right boot shines more than my left one making the pair of boots looking weird... ):
My parents drove me to have breakfast and den to school to meet up with my NCC peeps. I thought they were all prepared to leave the place but they were playing basketball... LOLS! So I also joined lor and wad do u know... I'm on fire today! Pratically owned everyone~ =x
Kevin, Reuben and I got tired of OWNING, so we go back to concourse to prepare our stuffs. And den... Reuben's DarDar was there. =.= lols! To my dismay, I didn't managed to make my other boot shine T.T and did I mention about my NO.1 uniform? There is this stupid black patch on the front of the uniform... so I wasn't allowed to stand in the front row for the inspection. VERY DISAPPOINTING LOR!
We went directly to AmoyQueeCamp to draw our M16 rifles. We were damn effecient, no problems with the drawing of rifles! ^^ Mine rifle NO. was 124~ lols! After which, we proceeded to ChungCheng(Yishun).
When we got there, there was dark clouds overcasting the school. We thought there will be WET WEATHER PROGRAM at first... but didn't. So we placed our barangbarang in a class room and changed to half-u before going to the canteen and have our lunch. Japan Delights... Damn Sick of it le. I LED GRACE TODAY! AMAZINGLY... for no reason, Zhongming clasp his hand den say we should say grace before we eat, den I just led grace! I'm so DELIGHTED!
The rehearsal was cancelled due to the light rain so we just went straight into the parade which had some problems during the march-in which I shall not emphasize ): BUT THE PARADE WAS AMAZING! OUR DRILLS WAS SOLID SIA! LOLS! HURRAY FOR US!
It was an amazing experience for me personally. Therefore, I've decided to go for the CLT course! (: I <3 NCC! Took alot of photos yesterday and today: Still got alot more~